A pastor that I deeply love and respect, once gave me this small piece of advice as a young Christian. He said, “Matt, no matter what you do always remember – Be honest with yourself, and be honest with God.” I have cherished those words ever since I first heard them. They sank deep into my heart and every so often the Holy Spirit will bring them back to my remembrance as though the Lord Himself spoke them to me.
I often have many Christians that I minister to say to me, “I wish I knew God like you know Him.” Or “I wish I knew the Word the way you know it.” The fact of the matter is people aren’t where they are spiritually by accident. Believers are where they are at because that is where they determined to be spiritually. This is a hard truth to swallow and many might say, “THAT’S NOT TRUE! I WANT TO BE CLOSER THAN I AM TO THE LORD!” Christians don’t like to admit that they are personally responsible for their spiritual progress or the lack thereof, but this is a fact of spiritual life!
Ask yourself: “Where is it that I want to be spiritually?” Do you even KNOW where you want to be spiritually? Do you have a vision or goal of where you desire to be with the Lord? Someone might say, “I want to be like Smith Wigglesworth or John G. Lake or even Maria Woodworth-Etter!” Those are worthy people to esteem to be like, but let me ask you then: “what are you doing today to ensure that you are there tomorrow?” The reality is that Smith Wigglesworth didn’t become a famous anointed minister of the gospel because he sat at home and watched TV. John G. Lake didn’t become the famous healing evangelist that he became by hanging out with his friends playing Wii or Xbox all day. Maria Woodworth-Etter didn’t become the mother of the Pentecostal Movement by kicking her feet up in her recliner and reading romance novels. No, this isn’t how things work in the spirit.
“Do not be deceived and deluded and misled; God will not allow Himself to be sneered at (scorned, disdained, or mocked by mere pretensions or professions, or by His precepts being set aside.) [He inevitably deludes himself who attempts to delude God.] For whatever a man sows, that and [h]that only is what he will reap. For he who sows to his own flesh (lower nature, sensuality) will from the flesh reap decay and ruin and destruction, but he who sows to the Spirit will from the Spirit reap eternal life.” (Gal. 6:7-8 AMP)

Guest writer Matthew J. Stephenson. He resides in Kansas with his wife Sarah and three children.
At some point in your walk with God, He is going to bring you face to face with yourself and you will be faced with the harsh reality that I am where I am today spiritually because I chose to be here. This is part of God’s growing process in our lives. God will confront you with truth in order to grow you into a place spiritually that you are not currently in. Jesus did this with His own disciples.
When Jesus explained that he was leaving the disciples and going to go to be with the Father, Peter proclaims that he would lay down his life for Jesus believing that he loved Jesus more than he loved himself, but Jesus exposed Peter to his true self when he said: 38 “…Wilt thou lay down thy life for my sake? Verily, verily, I say unto thee, The cock shall not crow, till thou hast denied me thrice.” (See John 13:33,36-38) Peter wanted to believe that he was more devoted, more committed, and more in love with Jesus than he really was, but in order for Peter to see who he really was, Jesus had to bring him face to face with the truth that Peter wasn’t everything that he thought he was. Nobody wants to believe that they aren’t as spiritual as they think that they are, but it is only in the light of this truth that we can see ourselves the way we truly are in the light of God’s sight and then truly start to grow as God would have us grow. When we are finally ready to be honest with ourselves and honest with God about where we are spiritually, we will be ready to move into His plans and purposes for us.
Speaking during a men’s group recently while discussing spiritual growth, I stated: “you are today spiritually where you purposed to be yesterday and you will be tomorrow, spiritually, where you have determined to be today.” I then followed it up with asking the group: “What are you doing today to be closer to the Lord tomorrow? You won’t get there by accident! You won’t simply “fall into it.” You have to determine in your heart how close you wish to be with the Lord today and then start taking steps towards that every moment of today in order to end up there tomorrow.” See, God by His grace has made the way. He is calling and drawing us to Himself and has even promised that if we would draw near to Him that He would draw near to us (James 4:8) God is actively pursuing us, but ask yourself…are you actively pursuing Him? Remember, Jesus’ call to His disciples then and now is “Come and follow Me”, not get saved and I’ll drag you all the way. This is a joint partnership with God. God has a part to play and we have a part to play. It is all by grace through faith and if we are truly trusting in Christ then our faith should be displaying a pursuit of the one we are trusting in.
Consider Paul’s comments in Philippians 3:7 ”But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ. 8 Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ, 9 And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith: 10 That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death; 11 If by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead. 12 Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus. 13 Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, 14 I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus. 15 Let us therefore, as many as be perfect, be thus minded: and if in anything ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you.” (Phil. 3:7-15)
We have to determine where we wish to be with the Lord. How intimate do we wish to be with Him. There will be some thirty, some sixty, and some hundred-fold, but God leaves that for us to decide while extending the same invitation to us all. It blesses me to know that out of everyone in the New Testament, it seems that Paul knew Jesus better than any of the other disciples…and what’s more amazing is that as far as we know, Paul never knew the Lord during His earthly ministry!!! How is it that a man who never saw or knew Jesus in His earthly form could know Him better than those who walked with Him for three and a half years?
Paul explains it this way: “For I am the least of the apostles, that am not meet to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God. 10 But by the grace of God I am what I am: and his grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I labored more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me.” (I Corinthians 15:9-10)
Paul says that he didn’t receive the grace of God in vain, but he labored more abundantly than they all. WOW, what a statement to make!!! Listen to how Peter even recognizes that Paul has excelled beyond his understanding of the Lord:
“And account that the long-suffering of our Lord is salvation; even as our beloved brother Paul also according to the wisdom given unto him hath written unto you; 16 As also in all his epistles, speaking in them of these things; in which are some things hard to be understood, which they that are unlearned and
unstable wrest, as they do also the other scriptures, unto their own destruction.” (2 Peter 3:15-16)
Brothers and Sisters, I encourage you in the Lord, receive not the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ in vain, but labor more abundantly than everyone else! Be honest with God and allow Him to be honest with you. Let him show you where you really are with Him and then pursue Him like a thirsty man running for
a glass of water in the desert!!! Ask yourself “where do I want to be with God tomorrow?” and then ask yourself, “what am I doing today to make that happen?” When you do that…you are getting ready to step into the most amazing walk with God you have ever had!
– Matthew J. Stephenson
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